Learn

Written 25/11/06

Without expectation you fall flat on your face and yet, you learn to fly again. All the fears you've just started facing stare defiantly at your soul. You know your soul is ready to face them, ever ready to learn and teach, yet your heart bleeds from old wounds in fear. Your mind bombs you with every logical reason to run but...deep down...when at one with every part of your being you ache and pain just to leave go, to trust, to heal. Are you ready?

You look up from your fall and see the one who is making you fly. You suddenly remember what it is to feel trust. The fear is so painful you grab the "fuzzy feeling" with both hands and run with it. Fears falling away. You want to heal, trust. You want to touch and be touched. Love and be loved. Trust and be trusted.

You let go and soar.

...then...the universe wallops you across the head and sends you plummeting to earth. As you fall you realise this is just another lesson. Your eyes close and tears flow. Why were you so stupid...were you?
You know how the Universe, God, Jesus whom ever, works. You know the only being you have placed any pure trust in will always, love you, teach you, gift you and hurt you. But your heart doesnt bleed from these actions. Hearts only bleed and rot from human actions. Universal actions teach and heal you and this is where you place your trust.

As you fall to earth the universe slows you and pulls you up right. You land with your two feet placed firmly on the earth. You face the world, your mind screaming 'why were you so stupid?' Your heart bleeding and crying. Its been hurt by human hands again. The "fuzzy feeling" slipping through your fingers.
Yet, you feel your soul stand firm. Forever rooted to the earth and connected to above. You feel strength balance the pain. You feel the pain and learn from it. You move forward confidently knowing you have new knowledge. New knowledge that helps you heal slowly but properly.




This is for anyone who has been hurt no matter how small or large the action. Anyone who has a lot of love but little trust pains in different ways. Just remember the only person who can truely hurt you is yourself. You learn from everyone elses actions and they cut you but it is you that keeps those sores open. Look at them, question why, and heal them.