On and on.

Ive no idea where i am or where im going. Im just walking. Forward. I cant seem to grasp a hold of anything, anyone or any thought. Im just moving. Ideas and people are flying towards me or walking towards me and i just dont move out of the way. As they come too close they suddenly bounce off me. Some walls and barriers have collapsed and are strewn in my path where as others are being re enforced and others still are being rebuilt while these weird wild but beautiful hedge rows are being newly built. Prickly in parts but a lot softer than the walls and they have gaps in them for me to peek through. Ive no idea what im crushing under my feet, ive no idea if im hurting anyone and ive some vague idea of being hurt but its all....not really there. I cant see anything, all i can feel is a pull and sense of people walking beside me, quietly. I hear nothing but music. My heads confused and my body tired but im still moving forward. One foot in front of the other...automatically moving. Feeling elated the odd time but on this level ground most of the time. I wonder is there a happy ground waiting and thats what im walking towards. Even tho i know theres nasty stuff bubbling underneath i still feel peaceful. Even tho i know something or someone could send me plummeting im not worried about falling anymore. I can get up again. For now im just walking...forward. Forward. Forward. On and on. Determined.