Learn

Written 25/11/06

Without expectation you fall flat on your face and yet, you learn to fly again. All the fears you've just started facing stare defiantly at your soul. You know your soul is ready to face them, ever ready to learn and teach, yet your heart bleeds from old wounds in fear. Your mind bombs you with every logical reason to run but...deep down...when at one with every part of your being you ache and pain just to leave go, to trust, to heal. Are you ready?

You look up from your fall and see the one who is making you fly. You suddenly remember what it is to feel trust. The fear is so painful you grab the "fuzzy feeling" with both hands and run with it. Fears falling away. You want to heal, trust. You want to touch and be touched. Love and be loved. Trust and be trusted.

You let go and soar.

...then...the universe wallops you across the head and sends you plummeting to earth. As you fall you realise this is just another lesson. Your eyes close and tears flow. Why were you so stupid...were you?
You know how the Universe, God, Jesus whom ever, works. You know the only being you have placed any pure trust in will always, love you, teach you, gift you and hurt you. But your heart doesnt bleed from these actions. Hearts only bleed and rot from human actions. Universal actions teach and heal you and this is where you place your trust.

As you fall to earth the universe slows you and pulls you up right. You land with your two feet placed firmly on the earth. You face the world, your mind screaming 'why were you so stupid?' Your heart bleeding and crying. Its been hurt by human hands again. The "fuzzy feeling" slipping through your fingers.
Yet, you feel your soul stand firm. Forever rooted to the earth and connected to above. You feel strength balance the pain. You feel the pain and learn from it. You move forward confidently knowing you have new knowledge. New knowledge that helps you heal slowly but properly.




This is for anyone who has been hurt no matter how small or large the action. Anyone who has a lot of love but little trust pains in different ways. Just remember the only person who can truely hurt you is yourself. You learn from everyone elses actions and they cut you but it is you that keeps those sores open. Look at them, question why, and heal them.

Garnet Blood.

Look at Garnet you see the dark, the black cloud that is within everyone...but hold it to the rays of sunlight and see its hidden beauty.

The flashes of crimson read, like pooled blood warmed with passion.

Be warned...look closer and you will see this crystal wishes to teach you.



It brought two hands together and made a heart flutter.

It was as if it was teaching how to let go and love but now it is seen the lesson goes further.


To learn to love someone else again was a bonus but to learn to love oneself was the truth behind the Garnets wink.

Its passion and love caused instinct to wither so fears would be lost, yet it knew the heart would be broken ... it was looking further. 


Once broken the heart could heal wounds and mend scars.
It could be rebuilt stronger and with its doors flung open.
Garnet filling the heart with crimson red.


Staring into its core see Garnet has more to teach.
Within there it marrys Hatred.
The one force left to be dealt with, dealt with head on!

Garnet draws hatred forward, see its deformed faces.


Yet hatred is a fake. It is made of the dark human emotions humanity denies itself. 
Anger, fear, sadness, distrust, vulnerability, disappointment, hurt, confusion... each as natural as happiness!

Garnet can show each and each ones weakness.
All lessons in their own right they are not to be feared but read and felt.
Hatred is not real, it is just a term coined to create a bubble around the insecurities of humanity .