Written 23 Aug 09
"By the Wiccan law ye must
in perfect love and perfect trust
Eight words the Wiccan rede fulfill
An it harm none do what ye will
Follow this with mind and heart
merry meet and merry part"
When i lost trust and love in Catholicism i got lost and floundered around trying to find my belief. I was only 12 and alone and it was only when i saw that verse written in a random book that i knew it was where my foundations lay. True Wicca.....not the hollywood, dark, spell casting 'Witchcraft', is based on that rede and being connected to the earth and respecting each and every human and their beliefs. Never harming anyone. Once you learnt enough about it you realise the spell casting isnt what people believe it to be. Its positive thinking. Its manifesting what you wish. Its believing God, Goddess, universe who ever you believe in will help you attain what you want and what is right and good for your life. Witchcraft is NOT 'spells' and hocus pocus'! It is bein true to yourself, knowing who you are and treating every other human and mother earth with respect and love.
Now Wiccan is my foundation. I always go to it when i feel lost again but my whole belief system pulls from Hinduism, Buddhism, Islamic, Christian, Judaism, and every other religious beliefs that have beautiful foundations. I try and live by the rede but im only human and fail many times but at least i try and harm none and if they are harming me i walk away. My belief is possibly the strongest thing about me. But right now i would love to face off with who ever wrote a certain 'christian' website i found.
From destroying the Wiccan rede to stating that Astrology is evil to asking their followers to make sure their children dont even wear anything with a butterfly as it is a symbol for transformation in many beliefs, this website......these humans are doing their little bit to add to the hatred in this world. WE ALL READY HAVE PLENTY OF THAT!
''''As our nation slides back toward paganism, God’s people need to understand the increasing influence, trickery, and cruelty of the evil one – while always thanking and following our God, whose power is far greater. Therefore, I plead with all of you to exercise great caution when confronted with any sign of Satan’s work. Please read the section on God's armor, and remember that we leave the "breastplate of righteousness" behind when we go where He tells us not to go. For the armor that covers us is the very life of Jesus, our Lord. Walking with Him in His ways, we are always safe.''''
That is the end note to a page ripping pagan, Hindu, Buddhist and of course modern symbols apart. Taking the last section of this paragraph alone....its beautiful and true. Believe in God, Jesus, Buddha, Shiva, Jehovah, who ever and they will take care of you. Having a belief is one of the most important things someone can have in a world living off insecurities and fear, even if it is a belief there is nothing there, that is still a belief. But why are there always people in every religion, belief system, spirituality that has to degrade, destroy and spread negativity about beliefs they dont understand or believe in.
I am so incredibly tired of standing and listening to people ripping what i believe in apart. I will always listen and i will always take on board what is said and i WILL put my points across about matters in each religion i dont like but i will NEVER EVER say one or the other is evil or wrong. Firstly i dont know enough about any one belief system to do such a thing but also, who on this earth actually knows what is there? Who or what is guiding us if anything? Unless you have proof you died and were resurrected and you've a message from God for me take your propaganda and "we are the only right people and you are wrong and you will burn in hell" beliefs and ..... Im saying this in as nice a way as possible.....choke on it! I will respect your beliefs but I WILL NOT stand and take your fear. I will not bend to your promises of being saved when you use fear to push that. Only weak people use fear to get what they want. And I WILL take anyone i love and respect out of your clutches too.
On the most basic level people need to learn to RESPECT each other and their beliefs. Until that happens or the amount of people with respect aoutway those who hate what they dont believe were gona keep all this "evil" going. The "evil one" is the reactions of people who arent open minded and scared. Knowledge is power but its wisdom that truely rules. Open your eyes and see were all right as long as we love and respect.
25 August 2009
9 July 2009
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Written 23/03/08
The crashing waves outside
The hush of the wind in the trees
The breeze through the hut cools me
kissing my face, my neck, my hands, my knees
The flickering light of the candle
casts shadows behind my closed eyes
I sit with my back straight, its screaming
But truely i dont have a fear
In his chanting im lost and im free
I trust and learn how to breath
The gifts he has given me are endless
For once in my life ... Im at peace.
The crashing waves outside
The hush of the wind in the trees
The breeze through the hut cools me
kissing my face, my neck, my hands, my knees
The flickering light of the candle
casts shadows behind my closed eyes
I sit with my back straight, its screaming
But truely i dont have a fear
In his chanting im lost and im free
I trust and learn how to breath
The gifts he has given me are endless
For once in my life ... Im at peace.
FUCKIN HELL ... PG RATED!
Written Dec 08
So, last night in the space of 2 hours i learnt about Breast Cancer, Cervical Cancer, Osteoporosis and Menopause! (Lads if ye cant handle Periods I wouldn’t read this!) Girls, by the end of the night i wanted to fuck myself down the stairs and be done with it all!
'Feel your boobies' is the new slogan from The Irish Cancer Society. Ya gotta love it! Besides the fear factor behind the talk, the fact that women don’t 'feel their boobies' enough was driven home. The horror stories our young doctor told us were frightening and they all stemmed from different female insecurities. Mainly not wanting to check incase they do find a lump, and an annoying stigmatism around touching your own breasts (they aint just for guys to play with and babies to live off!). After hearing about a woman who ignored it till her whole breast was one big tumour or the woman’s breast that was ulcerated or the one where the tumour had basically eaten the breast till the woman looked like she had none, Im going to happily feel mine! The girlies in my life, please feel your boobies cause it might save your life AND you get to know your body a little bit more and accept it and i think that’s one major plus! (Sorry if you read this Der! ;p ... ps guys can get Breast cancer too and its a whole lot worse so GUYS...feel your boobies too!)
Anyway after that little scare/love your body this will prob make you hate it but i cant help but think Menopause is a laugh. (if I didn’t laugh I wud have thrown myself down those inviting stairs!) (Ps if there are actually guys still reading this, this is not a male bashing, women go thru hell spiel....well its not male bashing, its more a 'you lucky fuckers!') Besides the fact it can take up to two years of symptoms before you actually hit Menopause it can take another two before your symptom free!! Four fucking years!! And that’s after on average of about 500 periods!! Heres the beautiful list of what we can look forward to: Irregular Bleeding, Hot Flushes, Vaginal Thinning & Dryness which can obviously lead to a loss of sex drive and changing sexual responses! Your teeth become weaker and can start to fall out (for some reason this one really freaked me out! Priorities!). Your abdomen muscles become weak and loose all tone and that’s after everything really does go south!! Your cholesterol shoots sky high which means higher risk of heart attack, Osteoporosis (drink your milk girls cause in our mid 30s our bones decay faster then they rebuild themselves!!), Weight Gain, Mood Changes (lol!! that’s not that new!), Urinary Problems, Night Sweats, Insomnia, Joint and Muscle Pain, Headaches/Migraine and finally Crashing Fatigue! EXCELLENT!!
I cant wait! I asked what guys suffered from around this time and the nice Doctor laughed and said 'they get fat bellies and new cars!' Lucky Fucks!!
Then we moved onto stress.....which basically in the end her best tip for helping fight stress was, if your lucky, a good family that doesn’t add to the stress but definitely to have at least one confidant and a host of close friends. I smiled to myself and thought of the beautiful friends i have and how the girlies and myself are going to turn into heaving blobs of moodiness all at the same time and how I’m going to relish watching my guys get pudgy and blow their money on cars while being nagged and battered by their blobby, moody wives! AH! ..... i just figured out what the guys suffer from! They have to deal with the blobby moody wives and if they fuck up they get PUNISHED like no other!! Ok....i feel better now!! HEEHEE!!!
....... what happens if your going to be a blobby, moody woman AND YOU want the new sports car??!! Oh yea....cant wait to go through it with ye!! ;p
So, last night in the space of 2 hours i learnt about Breast Cancer, Cervical Cancer, Osteoporosis and Menopause! (Lads if ye cant handle Periods I wouldn’t read this!) Girls, by the end of the night i wanted to fuck myself down the stairs and be done with it all!
'Feel your boobies' is the new slogan from The Irish Cancer Society. Ya gotta love it! Besides the fear factor behind the talk, the fact that women don’t 'feel their boobies' enough was driven home. The horror stories our young doctor told us were frightening and they all stemmed from different female insecurities. Mainly not wanting to check incase they do find a lump, and an annoying stigmatism around touching your own breasts (they aint just for guys to play with and babies to live off!). After hearing about a woman who ignored it till her whole breast was one big tumour or the woman’s breast that was ulcerated or the one where the tumour had basically eaten the breast till the woman looked like she had none, Im going to happily feel mine! The girlies in my life, please feel your boobies cause it might save your life AND you get to know your body a little bit more and accept it and i think that’s one major plus! (Sorry if you read this Der! ;p ... ps guys can get Breast cancer too and its a whole lot worse so GUYS...feel your boobies too!)
Anyway after that little scare/love your body this will prob make you hate it but i cant help but think Menopause is a laugh. (if I didn’t laugh I wud have thrown myself down those inviting stairs!) (Ps if there are actually guys still reading this, this is not a male bashing, women go thru hell spiel....well its not male bashing, its more a 'you lucky fuckers!') Besides the fact it can take up to two years of symptoms before you actually hit Menopause it can take another two before your symptom free!! Four fucking years!! And that’s after on average of about 500 periods!! Heres the beautiful list of what we can look forward to: Irregular Bleeding, Hot Flushes, Vaginal Thinning & Dryness which can obviously lead to a loss of sex drive and changing sexual responses! Your teeth become weaker and can start to fall out (for some reason this one really freaked me out! Priorities!). Your abdomen muscles become weak and loose all tone and that’s after everything really does go south!! Your cholesterol shoots sky high which means higher risk of heart attack, Osteoporosis (drink your milk girls cause in our mid 30s our bones decay faster then they rebuild themselves!!), Weight Gain, Mood Changes (lol!! that’s not that new!), Urinary Problems, Night Sweats, Insomnia, Joint and Muscle Pain, Headaches/Migraine and finally Crashing Fatigue! EXCELLENT!!
I cant wait! I asked what guys suffered from around this time and the nice Doctor laughed and said 'they get fat bellies and new cars!' Lucky Fucks!!
Then we moved onto stress.....which basically in the end her best tip for helping fight stress was, if your lucky, a good family that doesn’t add to the stress but definitely to have at least one confidant and a host of close friends. I smiled to myself and thought of the beautiful friends i have and how the girlies and myself are going to turn into heaving blobs of moodiness all at the same time and how I’m going to relish watching my guys get pudgy and blow their money on cars while being nagged and battered by their blobby, moody wives! AH! ..... i just figured out what the guys suffer from! They have to deal with the blobby moody wives and if they fuck up they get PUNISHED like no other!! Ok....i feel better now!! HEEHEE!!!
....... what happens if your going to be a blobby, moody woman AND YOU want the new sports car??!! Oh yea....cant wait to go through it with ye!! ;p
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